I found a Rude last night. He's not MY Rude, but it really doesn't matter. I think I might be falling, yo, and it's an odd sensation, really, wasn't sure it could happen, 'cause I'm usually real cautious about who I trust. 'Course there's also the issue of the crush on my other self to deal with. . .which is kinda weird in and of itself, but let me tell ya. . .he's HOT. I would SO fuck him again given an opportunity. He can fuck like nobody's business.
Ran into the old man yesterday, too, or one of, though thank Minerva it wasn't MY old man, or I mighta had a shit over it. Mine did some stuff to me that I ain't discussin' here, but let's just say just to see his face. ..fuckin' pissed me off real bad, and I wanted to hurt someone. Ended up fucking Rude instead, but hey, lot more productive than a bar brawl that'd prob'ly end up getting my scrawny ass hurt, anyway.
I don't know how ta tell him I might be fallin' though, and not sure how to tell the OTHER Reno, who is still pretty much alone, that I am. Ain't fair to him, not at all. Man, listen ta me rambling, never thought I'd ever feel like this, blame the estrogen I guess, ne? They say chicks get protective and shit, guess they're right.
Ran into the old man yesterday, too, or one of, though thank Minerva it wasn't MY old man, or I mighta had a shit over it. Mine did some stuff to me that I ain't discussin' here, but let's just say just to see his face. ..fuckin' pissed me off real bad, and I wanted to hurt someone. Ended up fucking Rude instead, but hey, lot more productive than a bar brawl that'd prob'ly end up getting my scrawny ass hurt, anyway.
I don't know how ta tell him I might be fallin' though, and not sure how to tell the OTHER Reno, who is still pretty much alone, that I am. Ain't fair to him, not at all. Man, listen ta me rambling, never thought I'd ever feel like this, blame the estrogen I guess, ne? They say chicks get protective and shit, guess they're right.
